Hey :)

Hey!

I miss you!

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I have been thinking about you all day today... well maybe except during sunday service and bible study, but yea, pretty much the whole day :) They have been going through the book of Mark in bible study, and they came across chapter 13 today, which is the Signs of the End of the Age. And I was like, Crap, this is not what I want to hear right now. Although I didn't want to be there and know more about it, I stayed and ended up having some pretty good discussions. By the end of the bible study, I learned a lot, and know that eventho the End of Age does sound scary especially already knowing the book of Revolution doesn't help, but I do know that God wants us to have hope for that day, just like a child being homesick - homesick for the home up in heaven. Well, I guess God is telling me day by day to face what scares me the most, to obey him, and know that he REALLY is in charged.

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We went to get my favourite food after church with some families, it was great seeing them and catching up. There is one family that my family is very close to, that the husband is from Ireland and the wife is Hong Kongese. They are GREAT people, and I love them SOO MUCH. Also, their children are the cutest I've ever seen. Ahhh SO CUTE! Oh, and when I said good morning to the two of them this morning, they immediately told me that I've lost all my English accent. It was pretty funny because a) I never noticed I have had an English accent. Maybe I did because people told me the same thing but I really can't tell when I'm saying it. b) How can you tell what accent it is by only saying Good Morning? Personally I can't tell.

Good MORning..? Good morNING? Geeoodd Morningk?

It was even more funnier because sometimes if I watched English movies, or talked to my English friends right before bed, I'd have British accent for the first half of the next day. Once Rachel was looking at me when I was talking and she bursted out laughing because I was sooo British, she said. Hmmm... Not sure how that whole thing work.

I continue am having more and more health issues, first began with skin allergy on neck and now down to my body and arms. I have little spots on my neck and they are soooooo ichy.. ahh not fun at all. Then I have ear pierce infection.. I have two ear pierced on my left ear, and the top one has been having infection since the day I came home. It hurts a lot and even worst, it looks horrible. Ahh. Dislike dislike.

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This is the underground station where my church is, it's pretty cool because the whole station is in bright orange..

This is the inside of the underground. We used to call it MTR but I think they changed the name to something that I don't remember. So I still call it MTR knowing people will immediately correct me anyways.

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This is my bro and I waiting for the MTR.

and me thinking about you.

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I miss you, my old man. Your e-mail made me laugh.. haha no you're not old at all. I like saying you're old to make myself sound young enough to be taken care by you... but no, you're no way close to old, my old man. Well, maybe you do have an old man face because in that video you never smiled.. a grumpy old man? :P I love seeing you smile, old man. SMILE :)

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I love you.

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Does that make you smile?

Can't stop thinking about you

The biggest thing I did today was thinking about you over and over and over again. :)

Boyfriend I love you. I love saying it, and I love you. I was writing you this blog when you sent me that sweet e-mail.. but I decided to ignore you and keep on writing this blog because I'm racing with time right now. It's 22.24 already and I promised to write on this blog everyday.... not gonna break my promise. :P

So here are a bit more of HK:

This is a kinda small shopping mall somewhere in the area where I live.

This is the bus, you can find it everywhere around HK.

It's my favourite transportation because it's pretty comfortable and not as crowded as the underground. It also has big windows so that people can look outside.. Hong Kong is a very interesting place once you have time to look around, and I love to just look around when I'm on the bus. And this kind of buses have air conditioning.. sometimes it does get too cold but most of the time it's pretty cool ;)

I found these pictures in my phone, they are those I took a couple days before I left for home. This is Anila's place, and the dog is Brooke. She is very very very cute and I love her... ahhh I miss her. And I miss Anila too.

This is Annabell with Brooke. AB was convinced that Brooke secretly loves her... she just doesn't know that herself yet. Ahhh I miss them sooo much.

This is Robi

He is one of those friends who I feel comfortable hanging out even we're not doing anything. He's Romanian and is very very very smart, he's probably one of the smartest people I've ever met in my life.. He knows 7 languages fluently, and he was the vice president of last year's SGA. He was in my core group for I-club, and he is amazing. Him, Christine, Rachel and I hang out quite a lot, we fight a lot too, but I know he secretly loves me. He just simply acts like he hates the word love. I know, because I saw him and Christine holding hands and I heard stories between them...............:P

This is WIncy.

I think you know her, too. I even think you call her girlfriend.... is that right? I don't know much about her, but one thing I do know is that, she really really

really loves you.

Boyfriend I love you.

As much as I do to Brooke.

Love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

Thinking about you...

Remember in the movie Batman The dark knight, they had a couple scene shots in Hong Kong?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6ZMhWZeWDrM&feature=related

This is the building Batman broke into...

and I was standing underneath it thinking about you today :)

Here are a couple more pictures of Hong kong at night.

This is actually a bank

And this is what I saw when I was standing at the bus stop. The building which batman broke into is suppose to be at the right of this pic

this is the bus stop I was waiting for a bus to home.

Soon after you called this morning (your night), we went out and walked around in the city. We went to a small shopping mall near home, it was pretty fun. Then we went to visit my grandma and had supper with her. It was nice seeing her and talking to her.

Looking out from the bus while we were on out way to my grandma's, which is a 45mins bus ride

I miss you, my boyfriend. I wish you could be here, I'd imagine what is it like if you were here, and what kinds of stuff I'd be telling you about HOng Kong. I really hope you can come visit sometimes in the future, and see the awesomeness of this tiny city where I've been calling it home for the past 19 years.

Boyfriend... I love you. I will never get sick of saying it to you because that's true, and I am saying it to you in my heart every seconds and mini-seconds and mini-mini seconds.

I love you I love you I love you.

Come what may

Hi Zach !

This is your baby girlfriend saying hi :)

I didn't do much today either, my brother is still showing me around and I am learning more and more about this place each day. I better have all those transport thingy figured out soon so that I can actually go out with my friends. I already have my next couple days planned, I am so very excited to finally hang out with friends and parties and all those things! But hey no worries, I will behave, I promise ;)

I am still getting used to this whole family thing about being with my bro all day, seeing mum in the evening and not seeing dad at all. Talking about spending time with my bro, I figured I really need to work on communicating with him. I know it sounds wierd, but the last time I saw him and actually spent time with him was two years ago, and the both of us have changed a lot since then. Actually there isn't really a big problem communicating betweem the both of us, only that we have two total opposite personalities and views on things. I am generally a happy person who mostly have very positive comments toward almost everything, but my bro is the total opposite of me, He dislike almost everything, and it can be kinda difficult when it comes to discussions.



Luckily we still have pretty similar tastes on things like movies and music, and we have pretty much the same behaviors. We can get a little naive and crazy when we're together, we fight in the super store and laugh along, we push each other while walking on the street and he even tried to get me into the water fountain in one of the shopping mall... And today we were lying on bed chatting and I showed him pictures I've taken in NWC. It's so great being with my bro, and I have been enjoying every single mintues we've spent together. Although like I said, I still have to learn to communicate with him better, but I know by the end of this summer, things will turn out and I will be on top of this whole communication thing :)

I miss you, boyfriend. Have a great time at your friends' wedding, and please tell them congratulations for me. I will be thinking about you wishing I could be there with you.
I love you, my boyfrienddddddddd!


Oh and I enjoyed watching that video you made for me a lot. I watched it a couple times just because I like seeing your face and listening to your voice :) Did you know you have an "old man" face? You seriouly do..Haha. I like you......... I like everything about you. You have a nice home, I hope I can go visit at some point. I like seeing you showing me things about you. I want to know everything about you, even the tiniest thing that you don't think worth mentioning, I know I will enjoy them all. Watching the rest of that video made me want to go to an amusement park with you. I love roller coasters and I love amusement parks.. they are wonderlands! Can you and I go together sometime in the future? PLEASE??? :)

In that video it says I can tell you things that I'd like to see... ummm I do have a list of things I want to see, hope it's not too much to ask for :P I want to see more of Cedar Rapids, where you grew up and places you normally visit when you're at home. I want to see your family, how are they like? I already know you as a friend and as a boyfriend, but I am curious to know how are you like when you're with your family. How are you like as the child of your parents, as a little brother, or as an older brother? I always get jealous when you tell me you're hanging out with you family and playing games... I never done that with my family. You're lucky.

I love you, boyfriend. I really wish you could be here with me so that I can have a better time right now. Life here is really different from Iowa, it is so much more complicated and hard. To be honest, all these made me worry.. do we still suit for each other as I grew up here, raised to be like the other people here in this town.. how much more do we have to over come in order to finally be together? Zach Owens, did you know that, to be with your is a dream to me. Even just by thinking of you, take me away from all these reality business. I can't stand being here any longer, being away from you and all that... I want to run to you now and be held by you, listen to you talk, tell me how much you love me and make all my thoughts go away. I love you, old man. You have no idea how much that really is.

Never knew I could feel like this

Like I've never seen the sky before

Want to vanish inside your kiss

Every day I love you more and more

Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings

Telling me to give you everything

Seasons may change, winter to spring

But I love you until the end of time

Come what may

Come what may

I will love you until my dying day

69 pages of Love.

Boyfriend... guess what guess what

It was a rainy day today! :)

I miss you so much... I have been thinking about you all day. I didn't do much, went out for lunch with Marco and we just walked around. We talked a lot, and it was fun hanging out together. It started pouring right after we got back home, we were glad we decided to come home early today. We got home around afternoon and we started our favourite game Metal Slug... I got all kinds of excited by it :P I wished you were here so that we can play it together.. or at least you can play with my bro and I can watch, just like how I used watch you play games when you were still in NWC. :)

I walked around by myself for the first time today! It was pretty fun... some sick high school guys were kind of.. you know, very jerk like and thought I was some random high school girls. But that's okay, I was actually kinda happy, because that means I still somehow am attractive to young boys (appearantly!) I just wonder how you feel as an old man like you to have a young girlfrend such as me? Huh? Teehee :) I love you, my one and only old man. I'm so glad you're my old man, and I will be your little girl always.

Let me show you more about things I see:

This is the lobby of our floor

and that's where you wait for the lift (or elevator whatever you call.. )

These are the group of buildings that I live in.

We live on the 55th floor, but there are actually 72 floors in each buildings.

Remeber I told you how pretty it is when the sun is down and you can see the bridge from the window?

I think it's very pretty.

I really like looking outside the window before I go to bed.. wishing you could be here to hold me and tell me how much you love me.. :) I miss you .

Did you ever wonder why I named this post "69 pages of Love"?

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Remember I was reading our skype convos earlier, and was having too much fun with it? You told me yours got deleted.. and I thought you might enjoy reading some of it, so I went through the entire skype convo (Finally!) (It took me the whole day!) and selected some fun quotes or conversations that I thought you might enjoy reading. I tried to organise them and change some typo thingy so that it can be easier for you, and so I copied and pasted them in a word document. Guess what: by the time I got done copy and pasting it in size 11 Times new roman font with 1.0 spacing, it filled roght up to 69 pages.

It was so fun re-reading them over and over again, and it's just interesting to see how far we've came together. From us talking about the most random things, to having deep conversations and really got to know each other; from you being here for me when my family thing happened during christmas, to you were nervous about LA and eventually left for it... from you were out there in LA busying with classes and filming stuff, and me being super busy with into the woods and club stuff, to you got back from LA and we were so looking forward to the day we finally see each other again. We shared so many movies and music together, we know so many secrets and stories about each other... As I was reading them from one day to the next, I just realised more and more how much I have been relying on you, and how much you REALLY mean to me. Boyfriend, did you know you are the best. Ever.

You were always, always here when I needed you. I thought I knew that already, but all I knew was not even half of what you've done for me. You always know what to say to comfort me, what is good for me. You keep encouraging me till today, and you just have the magic to make me feel a trillion better about whatever difficulties I am going through... and you know me. You still love me even though I can be that little evil that you see in me, you still love me when I kept joking around and wouldn't be serious, you still love me when I am so broken... you even take extra care of me because you know I am fragile, and you don't mind doing all those for me.

Boyfriend, what did I do to deserve you? You're just tooo great and awesome... I wish I could be with you right now and tell you all of those in person. I would give you a kiss for every words I say, and you can decide how many times and how long............................. :)

I love you, boyfriend.

till the end of the world.

First day at home

I woke up

looked outside

It was pretty.

Wished you were here.

So.. the first thing I ate today was something I have been dreaming to eat every night and day when I was in US..

Green tea Ice-cream :)

Did you know that I hate any kinds of sweet especially ice-cream.. but when it comes to Green tea ice-cream I just go total hands down. It is my favourite food ever! You should try it if you get the chance to.. I'm sure you will like it :)

The view from the living room window...

looking down from the fifty fifth floor

Again, I am sorry for the depressing e-mail I sent. I decided to only post happy things up on this blog..

Looking at this picture brings me back to my happy memories of my family, and I want to share it with you.

and here are my parents.

Home.

I am finally home! I am with my brother now, it's so fun being with him. On our way home we talked about amost everything, and I am glad to have a brother like that. It has been two years since I last saw him! :) We're now watching Sleep Hollow.

The flight home was okay, I was thinking about you the whole time. It's so wierd being back thou, this place, the people.. everything is soo wierd to me. I figured I got used to the US and I guess I need time to adjust home... I have a lot to tell you.. I don't want to stay here any longer..I wanted to go back to US now... Not only because of you, something more happened that I can't stand staying here any longer. Anyway I miss you.... I wish you could be here with me..

Love you.

This is for you

Boyfriend,

This blog is for you. You said you want to know everything about me, and so here it is. I will blog everyday to keep you updated, so that you won't feel missed out from my life :) I want you to see the world that I see, and feel that I'm still close to you. I want to get you know the place that I call home, and meet the people who I love. Both you and I know long distance is never easy, but I will try my best to make it easier for you.


When grey skies turn blue
I'll come back to you
My mind can't change my heart there's nothing I can do

When grey skies turn blue
When dreams do come true
I will be the way that you remember me

Trust me, boyfriend, I never left, and I never will.





I love you.