69 pages of Love.

Boyfriend... guess what guess what

It was a rainy day today! :)

I miss you so much... I have been thinking about you all day. I didn't do much, went out for lunch with Marco and we just walked around. We talked a lot, and it was fun hanging out together. It started pouring right after we got back home, we were glad we decided to come home early today. We got home around afternoon and we started our favourite game Metal Slug... I got all kinds of excited by it :P I wished you were here so that we can play it together.. or at least you can play with my bro and I can watch, just like how I used watch you play games when you were still in NWC. :)

I walked around by myself for the first time today! It was pretty fun... some sick high school guys were kind of.. you know, very jerk like and thought I was some random high school girls. But that's okay, I was actually kinda happy, because that means I still somehow am attractive to young boys (appearantly!) I just wonder how you feel as an old man like you to have a young girlfrend such as me? Huh? Teehee :) I love you, my one and only old man. I'm so glad you're my old man, and I will be your little girl always.

Let me show you more about things I see:

This is the lobby of our floor

and that's where you wait for the lift (or elevator whatever you call.. )

These are the group of buildings that I live in.

We live on the 55th floor, but there are actually 72 floors in each buildings.

Remeber I told you how pretty it is when the sun is down and you can see the bridge from the window?

I think it's very pretty.

I really like looking outside the window before I go to bed.. wishing you could be here to hold me and tell me how much you love me.. :) I miss you .

Did you ever wonder why I named this post "69 pages of Love"?

:)

Remember I was reading our skype convos earlier, and was having too much fun with it? You told me yours got deleted.. and I thought you might enjoy reading some of it, so I went through the entire skype convo (Finally!) (It took me the whole day!) and selected some fun quotes or conversations that I thought you might enjoy reading. I tried to organise them and change some typo thingy so that it can be easier for you, and so I copied and pasted them in a word document. Guess what: by the time I got done copy and pasting it in size 11 Times new roman font with 1.0 spacing, it filled roght up to 69 pages.

It was so fun re-reading them over and over again, and it's just interesting to see how far we've came together. From us talking about the most random things, to having deep conversations and really got to know each other; from you being here for me when my family thing happened during christmas, to you were nervous about LA and eventually left for it... from you were out there in LA busying with classes and filming stuff, and me being super busy with into the woods and club stuff, to you got back from LA and we were so looking forward to the day we finally see each other again. We shared so many movies and music together, we know so many secrets and stories about each other... As I was reading them from one day to the next, I just realised more and more how much I have been relying on you, and how much you REALLY mean to me. Boyfriend, did you know you are the best. Ever.

You were always, always here when I needed you. I thought I knew that already, but all I knew was not even half of what you've done for me. You always know what to say to comfort me, what is good for me. You keep encouraging me till today, and you just have the magic to make me feel a trillion better about whatever difficulties I am going through... and you know me. You still love me even though I can be that little evil that you see in me, you still love me when I kept joking around and wouldn't be serious, you still love me when I am so broken... you even take extra care of me because you know I am fragile, and you don't mind doing all those for me.

Boyfriend, what did I do to deserve you? You're just tooo great and awesome... I wish I could be with you right now and tell you all of those in person. I would give you a kiss for every words I say, and you can decide how many times and how long............................. :)

I love you, boyfriend.

till the end of the world.