A day without you

BOYFRIEND I MISS YOU :(

I miss you soooooo much.. Everything reminds me of you, and I so wish you could be there with me so that when I miss you I can just turn my head and see you right there.. And I would hold you and................... teeheeeeeeeeeee. :P Boyfriend can you be here? Can you come here RIGHT NOW???? That would be super duper great I know I would like that very very very much.




Today was a pretty pretty day. I wish you could have been here to enjoy this with me. I love you boyfriend.. I miss you so much especially when we didn't get to talk at all, I couldn't help not thinking about you for a second.. You were in my mind very second and mini second and semi mini second.. hahahaha. Boyfriend... I need you.

Oh and Minna got a great result. I am sooo happy for her. She got the second best result in her school and I am soooooooo happy for her :) But I am worrying for Vicky, our other close friend. She really wants to go to university but appearantly her result wasn't good enough.. Will pray for her. :)

We went to a Korean barbecue place for supper. I love Korean food, and I got too full eating.

Yep. You see meat. Since this place is a barbecue place, I can't not eat meat and eat plain veg.. They actually tasted pretty good (but I felt soo sick afterward).

Today was soooo crowded everywhere because it's a public holiday tomorrow. 1st of July, 1997 was the day British return Hong Kong to China after "borrowing" for 50 years. We now celebrate the day and so there will be marches on the street - people will get together on the street with things they want to say to the government and march from places to places.

I've never been to one and I never wanted to have anything to do with politics. I don't even know if I should vote since I don't know much about Hong Kong politic and stuff... I will just keep quiet and sit at home I guess.

We walked around, went to a dessert place and arrived home at 10-ish. I never realised untill Minna told me that, we "have been together" for 7 years... wow. That's a longgg time. I remember when we first met, we both disliked each other soo much. I don't know how and when we became such good friends, I only know how compatible we are and that only she can be my bestest best friend. We always try to be mean to each other, but we know where the line draws and we know sooo well that we love each other sooo much. Ohhh God is sooo great he knows my needs and put people in my life. I wouldn't be the way I am without Minna, and I am sooooo glad we found each other 7 years ago.

It was real crowded.

People has been asking me if I were Korean.. Minna always say I look Korean too, but I never know what that means. It happens a lot especially when I went to Korea last year, many people thought I was Korean but after knowing that I wasn't they all said I look Korean. Which is fun but I am very curious what that means.

Boyfriend.. I miss you sooo much... I don't like missing people especially the one I love.. Why are you sooo far away from me?

Don't know what to say..

because...






I AM TALKING TO MY SILLY BOYFRIEND!

RIGHT NOW!

NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:)

I love you my silly, you make me very very very happy and oh how lucky I am to have such a wonderful boyfriend!! BE JEALOUS EVERYBODY! MY BOYFRIEND IS THE BEST!!! :) Ohh noo I should hide him and keep him to myself so that no one will come and steal him away from me.

:)

SOrry boyfriend I didn't get to take enough pictures today, I forgot to bring my sim card with me I left it in the computer.. :( But I did take some picture of that creepy disgusting man who I told you about :)

And accidently took this picture...

Sooo cute. Orange daddy orange son.. same faces hahaha.

And I while I was transfering pictures from my phone I found these which I took when I was in Disneyland.

Poor Mickey.. its head got stuck..

awwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

I miss you my boyfriend. I was thinking about you all day today.. Espeically when I was at the dental appointment.. It hurted!!! I was actually tearing and praying for God's peace... I know right, silly girlfriend. I used to enjoy going to the dentist's because I liked the kind of toothpastes they use (lol) Those toothpastes tastes SO GOOD! Teeheee crazy girlfriend. However I didn't get my favourite toothpaste yesterday and they did some painful killings so I had to ask for God's salvation... And I thought about you and missed you sooo much. Boyfriend!

Oh and I asked my dentist to check to see if I clinch my teeth, but after checking it he said he doesn't think so. I told him that I always feel great pain after napping on flights, or in long rides. He said that can be a psychological thing. Probably because I get nervous on flights and very much likely to be under self pressure, and I can't find any other ways to reliease the pressure but bite my teeth real tight.. hmm....... See your girlfriend really like biting..

Minna and I planned on meeting at a Japanese restaurant at 7.30, but I was half an hour late so she told me to die again... Oooops. I could have been on time, but I stopped by a make up shop at around 6 ish and I thought I might have enough time to shop around (your girlfriend is a shopaholic.. ) and maybe let them do my make up (I was too bored..) That girl who did my make up was soo nice and had wonderful skills, and she kept me (yes it was her fault.. jk :P ) till 7ish until I told her that I really had to go. I bought something, and ran to the station. However I got lose after getting out from the train and spent more time finding my way to that restaurant (ooooops)

We had a great time eating and chatting in that restaurant. Both she and I are super slow eaters, the next table had a several come and goes but we were still eating.. It was funny because after the couples who sat next to me left, two guys came and started talking REALLY LOUD. Minna and I were trying to talk but we couldn't hear each other, so we decided to tease the two guys and started replying their conversation.. It was so rude of us but we had soo much fun. I am sorry your girlfriend didn't behave well. SOrry!

That movie we watched was a Hong Kong made indie movie called Ex. At first I thought MInna really wanted to see it that's why I would go watch it, but she said she would see it just because it's a free ticket that her mum gave. It was funny when the both of us were just laying on the chair wishing the movie could be over real soon. This movie was about people cheating with their Exes and everyone was cheating on everybody elses and all that jazz. There were sooo many love making scenes which I always hate seeing, and I would rate this movie as a porno in general in my standard.

BUT Minna and I did accidently went to watch a REAL porno a couple years ago. Which was disgusting but FUNNY. That day we were shopping around in the shopping mall then we got tired from walking around didn't know what to do next, so we decided to watch a movie. We couldn't decide which movie to watch, so I said why don't we watch the next movie that will be showing soon. THis movie was showing in a couple minutes, so we went in and watch it. It was a Korean movie and we thought it might be good. We didn't know what that movie was about, we didn't even know it was graded as III rated movie so when the usher asked us to show our Hong Kong ID we were surprised and we thought it was a new systems for the cinema for everyone to show their IDs. We went in, we watched boys and girls doing all kinds of works, guys with guys and so on.. We came out and thought it was funny because we were holding hands watching a gay prono together. It was for sure an interesting experience.

(And I found out later, that the Korean actor who was starring as the main actor in that movie was actually one of my Korean friends' uncle... WEIRD)

We then went to a dessert place and it was 2330 already, but many shops were still open and there were sooo many people everywhere, especially in the mall because the world cup was on on the big screen in the middle of the mall. I called my brother and he was already heading home (from hanging out with my big bro). But I got home before he did eventho I was farer away from home and he was already on his way while I was still eating. That is because I took the mini bus (where I ran into those dirty men) and the bus driver was speeding up to a hundred.. Well, I'm glad that I got home safe tho.

I love you boyfriend. I am writing this blog on Wednesday afternoon and we didn't get to talk before you go to bed... You must be tired my silly boyfriend. I miss you... Dream about me my love..

Stars shining bright above you
Night breezes seem to whisper "i love you"
Birds singing in the sycamore trees

Dream a little dream of me

Say nighty-night and kiss me
Just hold me tight and tell me you’ll miss me
While I’m alone and blue as can be

Dream a little dream of me

Stars fading but I linger on dear
Still craving your kiss
I’m longing to linger till dawn dear
Just saying this

Sweet dreams till sunbeams find you
Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you
But in your dreams whatever they be

Dream a little dream of me

Yes, dream a little dream of me

GO Netherlands!

Tonight is Slovakia VS The Netherlands... :) The Netherlands is one of my favourite team. Good team structure and tactic, but I don't know much about the individuals in the team. They are the world's top no4 team tho.. so they SHOULD be good :P

NICE! Just goal. 1:0!

Didn't do much today. It's still raining pretty hard here. I haven't been running for a LONGGG TIME...... :( Guess I'll have to lift weight sometime soon to make up all of that. We stayed at home mainly, watched some video clips and I watched some Mr. Bean.. :) I wished I could have watched it with you! I would lay on you, hold you and laugh so hard and MIGHT kiss you. :) If that's okay. :)

We went out in the evening, had supper at a Thai cuisine place (I love Thai) but the food was terrible. We ordered three dishes, but all three were obviously below standard. The first one was a spicy Thai soup (my favourite!) but it was sooo bad that no one liked it anymore after having their first taste. I thought it was alright so I finished it all. The second dish was some veg but by the time we finished the second dish, the third one still hasn't come yet and so we waited and waited.. Terrible service!

One thing about my family is, that we care about GOOD food very very much. We would spend time and money to investigate good restaurants and we get real happy when the food is good. A couple years ago, my family and some of the families from my mum's side went to Macau for a day for food. We tried to visit all the famous cuisines in one day, and it was pretty intense because we went to places after places and it was a non stop eating marathorn thing, from morning to night, all we did were eating, and still eating.

This is a dessert place we like to go. They sell mostly asian desserts (like green tea ice cream) or something like Mango pudding in mango juice (which I really like). I wish you could be here so that I can take you there and be sweet sweet sweet together haha.

Boyfriend I want to go everywhere with you. I want to experience life with you and grow old with you. I love you soo much my silly boyfriendddd! I want to be your personal chief, your personal nurse, your personal pillow your blanket AND your teddy bear.. :)

Baby let me be,
Your lovin teddy bear
Put a chain around my neck,
And lead me anywhere
Oh let me be
Your teddy bear.

I don't wanna be a tiger
Cause tigers play too rough

I don't wanna be a lion
Cause lions aint the kind

You love enough.

Just wanna be, your teddy bear

Put a chain around my neck
And lead me anywhere
Oh let me be
Your teddy bear.

Baby let me be, around you every night
Run your fingers through my hair,
And cuddle me real tight :)

I wanna watch this :) Shrekkkkk Forever After! Hahaha There are sooo many movies I want to watch this summer, and Shrek is for sure one of them. Shrek always make me laugh.. I think I should watch Shrek 1 tonight just to imagine that's my boyfriend... RAHHHHHHH!!!

Heheeeh.

And look at his three kids. SO CUTE !! :)

I so wish we could continue talking on the phone like before.. but I guess we should not continue with that calling account anymore. I too saw the bill and I just feel sooooooo bad. Sorry daddy. He had to pay that for us.. my dear wasn't mad, he just told me not to use that calling method anymore because appearantly there are some cheaper ways which I didn't know about. Kai gave me a website, which he said it's pretty cheap for calling. I am thinking should we switch to that one instead? Or maybe we can live on skype for a month, and a month later I will be back in Iowa which means there won't be anymore long distance calls... :)

I love you silly boyfriend. YESSSSSSSSSS 2:0!!!!!!!! GOOD JOB!!!!!!! :) Boyfriend I miss you. I miss you I miss you I miss you. Can't wait to talk to you tonight!!

Ohhh and in last night's England VS Germany game we found out that the ref didn't mis-judge.

Appearantly the ball didn't pass the white line.........

..... Close.

ENGLAND!!! Ohh England...

Today is the day that I've been looking for - England VS Germany! I have been thinking about it all day, and talking about it quite a lot. OHHH ENGLAND!!!!! Go ENGLAND!

Left side ENGLAND right side Germany.

SInging the National SOng :)

The team. Gerrard as Captain! :) Great team tactic, great players!!!!

My cute Gerrard!

Last time seeing Gerrard wearing the England team shirt on the field... :( I want England to win, so that I can continue seeing him on the field as captain for England...

SO I am watching England VS Germany now.. it has been 28mins but Germany is already leading 1:0....

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NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :( :( :( I am saddddddd... I am soooooo sad boyfriend.. come hole me pleaaaaaaaseee... I want England to win..

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh
2:0!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Germany just goal and it's now 2:0... WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT's GOINNGGG ONNN WITH ENGLANNDDD!!!!! I don't want to watch it anymore... :( I don't want to watch my team lose.. I want my England to win I want to keep seeing Gerrard playing in World cup.. This is his last game in world cup I want my Gerrard to win... Ohh he just saved an "almost-goal".. Good job my babe!

YAYYYYYYY It's now 2:1!!!!!!! Uoson wayyy to goooooo YOU!!!Gooooood Job!!!! Wow this game is pretty intense.. they keep getting points after points... wow.

WHATTTT!!! Another goal for ENGLAND!!!!!!!!!!! YAYYYYYYYYYY!!! Wait...... WHHHATTTT!!! The judge said that didn't count because the ball didn't pass the white line.. HEYYYYY It should be 2:2 right now! Everyone on the tv saw it!!! I SAW IT!!!! It clearly did pass the whilte line YOU RETARDED JUDGE! IT WAS INNNNN!!!

Gosh this game is sooooooooooo intense..

............ the first half is over. 2:1 Germany's winning.. NO IT SHOULD BE 2:2!!!

AHHHHHH I am sooooo mad right now. :( BOYFRIEND I NEED YOU TO HOLD ME SOOO BAD!!! I am sooo mad!!!!! And sad :( England should win... ENGLAND SHOULD WINNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO my friend (who was also my ex boyfriend, who I told you about and is getting married next year) and I were texting about how mad we are at the judge, and he was joking around and told me to send someone to kill that one judge. We were talking about the game today in church, and since we're both England hard-core fans we got sooo excited talking about it. And so we both are sooo mad when he stupid judge mis-judged. :(

(Oh Gerrard just smiled. CUTE!)

(BUT My boyfriend is CUTER!!!!)

(and you just called... ohhh boyfriend I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!! It was not fun not being able to say I love you... My dad was sitting right next to me, and he sure would understand every word I say....... BUT that doesn't mean you love me more!!!!!!!!! Nonononononononononononononononononononononono I love you so much my silly boyfriend. I love you MORE! Humm!!)

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3:1

I wanna cry.

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4:1!!!!

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Thanks, boyfriend. Thanks for cheering for Germany. They are now SO GONNA WIN!!
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It's sooo funny.. many friends of mine are talking about the game tonight, so I am busying replying messages on facebook and skype and MSN and watching the game and writing you on here at the same time. It's sooo funny seeing half of my friend got soooo excited for Germany and the rest of them are allll upset about losing... It's a good thing that everyone's on their laptop. I am talking to sooo many old friends who I haven't talked for soo long. It's fun commenting on people's statues and getting replies from everywhere haha.

Hmmmm the game is over... England lost by 4:1...... I am sooo sad. They should have lost by 3:2 (some even say 2:2), not this 4:1 crap...

OH and I just saw Gerrard half naked... hmmm........ :)

BOYFRIEND CAN YOU COME AND HOLD ME RIGHT NOW??

I AM SAD :(

We're wearing watches from the same brand :) TOMMY HILFIGER is my all time favourite brand. I only like to wear clothes from them, and I have many other things from them too. And that's why I got you that watch... :)

I didn't do much today either. Went to church, talked to people, went to the video game place and tried to drive stick shift car... lost every games that I played in while I was still learning to do breaks..

Talked to my friend Marco :)

It's funny because his last name is Jim, and he had a first name Jim when I first met him way back when, and everyone called him Jim Jim, Jim Jim... hahahaa. (AND my brother is a terrible photographer.)

Kids from church. I don't really like them because they're all spoiled kids. Terrible behaviours.

We watched two movies when we got back home. THe first one was The Others with Nicole Kidman (She was very very very pretty.) It was a horror movie that my bro picked. Seems like he's addicted to horrored movies after watching Carrie. Bad.

The second movie I put up was a movie called Ip Man. It's a CHinese Kung Fu movie and my favourite man DOnnie Yan (The one from Dragon Tiger Gate, also was the one I told you about me yelling his name when I got drunk) was the main actor. I still haven't finish that movie yet, I might probably continue after writing you on here (afterall my boyfriend is more important!)

:)

I love you my silly :) It was raining all day today, which made me think about you SO MUCH. I like thinking about you, and I love rainy days because it reminds me of........... Ooops. Not gonna say it out.

Teeheeeeeee :)

HEY!

I LOVE YOU MORE!

Happy together

Rainy day rainy dayyy I like it when it rains... !! It rained all day and I thought about you literally ALL DAY. :) Silly boyfriend it was great talking to you on skype :) I love seeing your silly face, which always make me soo happy. I am happy because you love me. I am happy because I am your girlfriend. I am happy because I have such a great boyfriend. My boyfriend is the best! He is the greatest boy ever! I know I am soo lucky. Jealous, huh? You don't have a boyfriend as good as mine! Hahahahha.. :)



Or.. do you???

Hahahahhahahahaaaa.


Boyfriend I am sooooo glad that I am your girlfriend. I am sooo in love with you, and I know I only want to be with you forever and ever. Boyfriend you mean soooo much to me.. I never thought I would be sooooo in love with anybody, and I am glad I am so madly in love with you. You're not just a boyfriend to me; you are my best friend, the one that I want to live for, and I know I need you SO MUCH. I need you I need you I need you. I need to talk to you everynight before I go to bed, otherwise I won't have a good night of sleep and would be thinking about you all night. I need to talk to you every morning. You're like my energy source, I need you to keep me awake for the day... haha I sound like a machine, that need my boyfriend to turn me on in the morning and shut me down at night. You are my impetus my dearest boyfriend.

Imagine me and you, I do
I think about you day and night, it's only right
To think about the girl you love (Wincy) and hold her tight

So happy together :)

If I should call you up, invest a dime
And you say you belong to me and ease my mind
Imagine how the world could be, so very fine
So happy together

I can't see me lovin' nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me, baby the skies'll be blue
For all my life

Me and you and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice, it has to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me

So happy together

Tonight is S. Korea VS Uruguay. Right now the score is 0:1 Uruguay winning. Ahhhhh GOO KOREA!!!! They have great players in general but they have terrible defense. I am soooo nervous there are only 31 minutes left in this game.. GO KOREA!!! Tomorrow is England VS Germany's game.............. Ahhhhhh I am sooooo nervous. I so want England to win (I want to keep seeing Gerrard....) and ENgland is my all time favourite team.. but Germany is really good too, I don't want to witness my favourite team losing.. :( Also I know I will get heart attack everytime Germany gets the ball.. That won't be good.

Here is this year's world cup schedule.. I will be watching EVERY GAMES!!!!

(Now) Uruguay vs. South Korea - 26 Jun 10:00am (ET) on ESPN
(Later tonight) United States vs. Ghana - 26 Jun 2:30pm (ET) on ABC
(TOmorrow!!!!!!!!!) Germany vs. England - 27 Jun 10:00am (ET) on ESPN
Argentina vs. Mexico - 27 Jun 2:30pm (ET) on ABC
Netherlands vs. Slovakia - 28 Jun 10:00am (ET) on ESPN
Brazil vs. Chile - 28 Jun 2:30pm (ET) on ESPN
Paraguay vs. Japan - 29 Jun 10:00am (ET) on ESPN
Spain vs. Portugal - 29 Jun 2:30pm (ET) on ESPN

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

KOREA JUST GOAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1:1 !!!!!!!!!!! YESSSSSSSSSS PLEAAAAAAASEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YES

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YES

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YES!!!!!!!!!!!

GO KOREAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

:)

Wanna watch this. Shrek make me laugh :) I can be your Princess Fiona if you were Shrek... It's alright to be green my boyfriend :) And Jackie can be Donkey...... Hahaha. I love you my Shrek Owens.. hahahhahhahhahaa. Dodoodoodododododooodododooo..... :)

To sir, with love

Boyfriend... I miss you.. I so wish you could be here with me so that I could hide in you and you could hold me and tell me that everything's gonna be okay.. I miss you boyfriend. You make me happy, I would like to have a Zach Owens attached to me 24-7 so that he can keep me happy all the time. Can I? Can I?? Can I drop by Cedar Rapids to kidnap you and carry you everywhere I go???

I didn't do much today. I had a great afternoon being with my friend, we had a great time hanging out and catching up with life. I didn't bring my camera with me because I forgot to charge my battery.. so no pictures for you today sorry boyfriend. It was funny because when he first saw me he went "Hey you are prettier than the last time I saw you, are you in love?" I didn't tell him about you but I told him that I am definately in love with someone great :)

If you wanted the sky I would write across the sky in letters,
That would soar a thousand feet high,
To Sir, with Love

If you wanted the moon I would try to make a start,
But I, would rather you let me give my heart,
To Sir, with Love

I got home at 5-ish and started practising. It went well today, I made a lot of progress altho it took me a sweet couple hours of practices. My bro took a nap from 5 and woke up at 9-ish (I think that's a family gene here), and he said it sounded like two totally different person before and after he took that nap. He was amazed how much I had improved within a day :)

Boyfriend my boyfreiend... life hasn't been easy here in Hong Kong. My mum went crazy and left the house, I haven't seen her for sooo long and am worrying for her quite a bit. I would call her if she didn't act so horribly toward everyone yesterday night. Hmmm I don't want to talk too much sad things on here.. I will tell you when you ask me next time. I just want you to know that I really really love you, and I so want to be with you right now.

I am watching the World Cup atm. The game tonight is pretty intense - Brazil VS Portugal. THe world's top no.1 and no.3 team playing against each others, the score is still 0:0 so far no one has scored. The second half has just started, but both team have already gotten 7 yellow cards in total. So funny the narrator said this game seems more like a hockey game, which I totally agree with.

I love you my silly boy.