I love you

You know I really do.

Saturday, July 31, 2010

You DO NOT love me more. K?

WHY IS THIS HAPPENING I TYPED SOOOO MUCH STUFF FOR TODAY'S BLOG AND SUDDENLY IT'S ALL GONE. SERIOUSLY I AM SO FREAKING MAD RIGHT NOW. WHAT A STUPID BLOG! :( :( :( I AM SAD. IT WAS REALLY A TON OF STUFF WHICH I NEED TO RETYPE NOW..







K HERE IT GOES AGAIN. DON'T YOU DARE TO PLAY TRICKS ON ME AGAIN YOU STUPID BLOG!




HAPPY SUNDAY! It was a fantastic Sunday; the pastor did a great job on the sermon. I've definitely learned A LOT from what I heard today. SOOOOOOOOO GOOOOOOD! Boyfriend, I want to learn more and grow closer to God WITH YOU! Let's do that. Let's walk this path together holding hands!





Boyfriend I love you so much. It was great to be able to text you from home, and receive text messages from you. We should have discovered that earlier.. at least not toward the end of the summer when I am all ready to come back to you. But I know for sure that it's God's timing too. He knew we would go crazy texting (well, at least I would) and that wouldn't be good. So thanks God for both providing AND taking away! Also, thank you for giving me the best boyfriend ever, so that I can learn to love him, and by being with him, grow closer to God every day! Boyfriend I LOVE YOU! I will never stop saying that because although I already do say it all the time, it still can't fully express how much I REALLY love you! That's A LOT!




After church, we went to shop for more stuff for school. Then we had lunch with church families. It was a great time although the food wasn't that great :/ We got home at around 3-ish, I took a two hour nap but had to wake up because it was time to go to our family dinner. My uncle booked a restaurant which received an honour from Le Guide Michelin, the world famous food guide, as a farewell dinner for me and Marco.  We had a great time catching up with each others, and it's always nice seeing my family however it's the last time of this year that we are able to get together.

(Grrrrr STUPID BLOG POST)



My aunt and uncle and their kids just got back from Canada. They are the family I stayed with during winter holidays. They just got off from the plane so they look a little bit tired. That's my Grandma (mum's mum) on the left. Then it's my little cousin Jason, my little cousin Jerome, My aunt Elsa and my uncle Savior.

(GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGrrrrrrr)


The chief performed the way of making traditional ramen, by throwing the dough up and down. It's a special skill to make traditional Chinese ramen, and it was pretty entertaining to watch.

So FUNNY My elder cousin Eugene was convinced that Kai was my boyfriend, since he had came to at least two family gatherings with us. It was pretty annoying but also funny.  I should have said "No actually I am dating his handsome roommate BOO-YA!"





OKAY boyfriend I am already super tired. Frustrated,also, with losing the last post and now I am sooooooo mad I don't even want to see this post ever again. I will tell you things when we get to talk on skype tomorrow morning OK. Sorry boyfriend.. know that I love you SO MUCH. Oh I wished I had the patience to re write everything but right now I am just TOO MAD and my brain cannot process well. Sorry! Love you.

Good old friend and I

So one of my really good friend wanted to see me at least once before I leave. We finally decided to meet today for tea. I was soooo excited since we haven't seen each other for over 6 years, and we were really, really, really good friends.




She is a very special friend of mine; we are friends since birth! We grew up together, went everywhere together and she was even the one who gave me my Jackie. In the picture above, we were flower girls together for a wedding. We laughed a lot when we talked about that wedding, we were horrible flower girls! Ahhh all those great memories!

OOh no I am getting distracted by the discovery channel right now, the Ghost Lab is up and it's so creepy.  I AM SCARED. Boyfriend come hold me! Boyfriend come here noooooooooooooow!!! I love you!

Anyway, it was a great day spending time with a good friend., I can't believe how well we still get along after not seeing each other for such long time. We have the exact same personalities, tastes, and it was just great to have friends like this!




:) And I found two babies.




SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!
Hey boyfriend I miss you. You have no idea how much I think about you and miss you, but that's alright. You will never understand anyway!  But just in case you still wanna know... I really really really MISS YOU! :)
Sorry girlfriend is getting sleepy and guess I should sleep since I'm gonna get up early for tomorrow. I love you!

Friday, July 30, 2010

GUESS WHAAAAAT

Guess what this is!



Guess..
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Okay  I'll give you a tiny hint - it's a kind of soup.



But WHAT kind.
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No idea?




Come on boyfriend, guess.





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Okay... it is something 'disgusting' and 'gross' for Americans.




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No Idea still?



Okay.




It's snake soup.







So I was bored at home.  My friend and I  decided we should find something fun to do, so we decided to eat snake. LOL! I don't remember from memory how does it taste like, but I was told that I have had it before, when I was really young. So I was really excited to go eat some snakes, but your girlfriend was somehow late FOR AN HOUR!!!!!!!!!. :( I felt terribly sorry for being late, even though I didn't mean to, but it was still my fault.) Right before I left the house, I thought I had lost my purse, so I spent a long time trying to find it. I looked through almost every drawers and I ended up finding it in my mum's drawer... Don't ask me why it was there I have no idea, but it was there anyhow. I was really late, but my friend didn't get mad (not like Minna), and we had a great time talking and eating SNAKES. Then we went for Chinese desserts afterward, and it was great. The place we ate at was in my favourite area in Hong Kong. That area doesn't have as many tall buildings as everywhere else in HK, and people from that area was so much more like real Chinese people than all the other Hong Kongese.


At night I hung out with more other friends of mine. It was fun, but also sad to know that we won't get to hang out till next summer, or maybe even the summer after.








See who I found sitting on the couch when I got home after being out all day.



I had no idea what was Jackie doing. He looked SO CUTE tho! :) Awwwwwwwwwwww pooor baby he must be missing mama.... :)



:) Boyfriend are you like that when you miss girlfriend? Teheeee :)




HEY
I LOVE YOU!

Thursday, July 29, 2010

I've lost all my head fur


No long head fur for Wincy anymore :(

They first harassed my head with stinky liquids, then they chopped my hair and said I looked better now.


Sad day.





So I thought I had a lot to tell you here.

But I can't think of any thing right now.

Ummmmmmm......... I guess they also took my memory away when they chopped my fur off my head today.

:(



Oh boyfriend I miss you. I MISS YOU SO MUCH I can't believe how long it has been since we last talked. It has been TWO DAYS oh my world!!!! Ohh boyfriend I miss you! I miss you!!!!! I thought about you ALL DAY. I couldn't sleep last night, I didn't fall asleep till 6.30 in the morning, and all I was thinking was you my boyfriend... Oh boyfriend I miss you SO MUCH you have NO IDEA! Boyfriend boyfriend! Hahha if strangers were reading through my blog they would for sure think I am a serious love sick haha. Well I am a love sick for YOU my dearest :) I love you! Your e-mail was so sweet by the way.. YES indeed, we can wait because it worth more than ANYTHING!

Guess what, boyfriend! I was right about 7 days till I'm back.. I will be back on Tuesday not Wednesday! But sad thing was that I have already made plans for Tuesday I now have to reschedule my dates :( Arg.



OKAY I have been trying so hard to remember what I wanted to tell you. But I still can't recall ANYTHING. I am sorry boyfriend!


This is a postcard I bought for you today. Gonna send it out before I head back to Iowa :)


And see what I bought......


:)

OKAY so I have to go now because bro and I are going to watch Inception! WOOT WOOT! I am soooooo excited baby!

K. bye.

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Oh baby I love you like crazy




Baby boyfriend I woke up thinking about you missing you wishing you would be here or at least, I would be seeing you soon so that I won't miss you soooooooooooooo much. Boyfriend you have no idea how much I want to see you... can you please come hold me? I need you. I need you to hold me so I can at least know that everything is true and you really do love me. Not that I don't believe you, boyfriend, it's just that... sometimes I need to be reminded of, or even, need some sort of proofs in order for me to trust.


I love you.



We went to the hotel longe of Regal Hotel International for lunch. It was the best Italian cuisine in that area, we wanted to try that restaurant ages ago and I am leaving soon, so my mum took a day off and booked the table for today. It was a great place with great food with a great view but in great price. Well, let's forget about the money part.... anyway everything was AWESOME and we had a great time eating and chatting.






For most part of today's meal, I was imagining what if you were there and it was just the two of us... wouldn't that be great :) I want that. BOyfriend, I want you. Forgetting about words and distance and all those; You, are what I want. I love you.








It started raining soon after we finished our desserts. I was hoping the rain would stop soon because I had plans after this lunch, however, it didn't seem to be wanting to stop any soon, but since we weren't in a hurry, we just sat there and kinda waited for the rain to stop.






It was raining real hard, we didn't want to wait any longer in the restaurant so we thought maybe it was a good idea to shop around in those shopping malls near by, and wait till the rain stops. On our way to the shoppin mall, my mum got a call from her assistant saying the black rain warning signal is out, so we needed to go home.



Hong Kong rains A LOT. We have a rainstorm warning system to alert the public. We have three levels of warning: Amber is the lowest; it gives alert of potential heavy rain, and people should stay away from poorly drained areas as there will be flood. Red is worse than Yellow; yellow alerts means there is an exceeding 50 millimetres in an hour of rain all over Hong Kong, and is likely to continue. People should all stay indoor if possible. Black warning alert is the worst; People should not stay on the street and has to find immediate shelters; Employers are advised not to require their employees to go to work, and people who are already at work should stay where they are until the warning got removed or lowered down to Red.


I wasn't all that happy about the rain; I had to reschedule all the plans I had for today and honestly I don't have that much time :( I kinda want another week at home so that I can fit everybody in my schedule, but I am also glad that I will be back in Iowa a week before training starts. I am still nervous whenever I think about it, but I do know that God is in charged and you will always be there for me. I love you boyfriend.


Girlfriend is super tired right now. I got home, immediately fell asleep and ended up taking a three hours nap. I wasn't feeling all that well, not sure what's going on with my stomach. I had been having stomachache for a week. I puked out whatever I ate, and didn't feel well after eating no matter what. It's so strange, at first I thought maybe I accidentaly ate something unclean, but now I still am throwing up whatever I ate. My mum said I ate out way too often, I had supper outside almost every single night for the last two weeks that's why. I guess that might be true, my tummy will need a rest BUT for sure NOT BEFORE I go back in Iowa. I should torture my stomach for the last couple days of this year, while I am still in Hong Kong; and train it back on when I'm in US where there isn't as much great food as at home.


So yea... your girlfriend really hasn't been all that healthy at the moment. It really hurts her health when she needs to meet people and eat out all day; and you know how picky your girlfriend is when it comes to food.. She wants the best and sometimes food does taste good but there is nothing really good to your health.. Oh forgive me boyfriend. Only a couple days left, then I will be normal and won't be having stomach problems anymore. FInger cross.






I love you. I do I do I do.

SALT





Terrible movie.




Period.




Not worth talking about even.




But one of the scenes made me thought of you and I smiled.. :) Angelina Jolie got rescued and was on her way back to US, her boyfriend and her were sitting in the car and he told her that he wanted to spend the rest of his life with her, forever and ever and ever.... :)

And the guy was pretty cute.

HAHA. Just kidding.

Are you mad are you mad you are mad?

I love you!




Right now I am pretty busy with getting all the meal dates sorted out.. they all wanted to see me before I go but I only got a few days left.. :( They should have contacted me weeks ago! Now I don't have enough time for everybody, and I want to spend as much time with my family and Minna as I can... I'm being bombed by MSN messages from different friends about meeting up and stuff.. it's getting complicated I need to write things down.... um since I am writing for you on here I should just mark things here haha:

Wednesday lunch: boyfriend
Wednesday supper: Minna

Thursday lunch: Minna
Thursday supper: Minna

Friday lunch/tea: Yui
Friday supper: alexis

Saturaday lunch: mum
Saturday supper: home

Sunday lunch: church
Sunday supper: family dinner

Monday lunch: Beechwood friends
Monday supper: Hiulam

Tuesday lunch: amy
Tuesday supper: home

Wednesday - BYE HK!


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I wish I could have a week more before going back.. But that's alright. It happens everytime for the past 6 years but what can you do.

Boyfriend I miss you. I miss you I miss you I miss you. I guess I would need you so much when I'm back to Iowa.. all those missing family worrying about them and stuff.. Zach I am sooo nervous. I am nervous about school and being an RA and all that; I am worry about home and my parents I so wished they could still be together so that they can take care of each other without having me worry... I worry about Minna and many other friends who will be going to college.. I have been thinking and worrying a lot these days, I need peace. I don't have it right now, I prayed for peace and calm every night and I am still praying. THat's for sure something I need to learn in the coming year, is to trust God fully and know that he is taking care of us. Boyfriend.. I want to learn that with you. I am starting to have the feeling that I might need you more than I already am in the coming school year. School was never scary to me, even when I had to leave Hong Kong for boarding school in UK, or leave UK for Northwestern.. School was never scary. But this year, this time, I am never soooooooooo nervous coz of being and RA and that family stuff worries me.. I feel like I am out of the story book and is now dealing with real life. I am scared, boyfriend. I really am.

Okay, 5 minutes is almost over I guess. Better stop now. Teheee.

Oh boyfreind you look sooooooo cute. With your new hair cut.

Wanna...












KISS YOU.

Monday, July 26, 2010

Your dumb girlfriend LOVED Toy story 3



I got a text from Minna yesterday saying she gets a day off from work on Monday why don't we go watch Toy Story 3 then. I thought it was full house everywhere in Hong Kong because I tried to book the ticket a week ago but couldn't find any empty seats in all the cinemas in HK. I tried yesterday, luckily there were seats still available, but somehow my VISA card wouldn't work. :( So we decided to be there early today so we could make sure there were still seats available. We planned on going to a cinema called The Grand at 1730, twenty minutes before the movie starts.

But your dumb girlfriend was LATE, so we had to watch the next show instead.

Here I tell you why.

I swear I left home at the right time. It should only take 25 minutes to be at the cinema from home, so I left home at 1700 and thought I would be on time. Normally when I need to go somewhere, I would need to take either a 10 minutes bus or a mini bus trip to the closest MTR station from home. But sometimes if my destination is somewhere I can just take a bus to get to, I would choose that because it seems easier for me.



Most of the time I take the MTR because it is always the most convienient way to get to places. It never delay, the longest you'd have to wait for the next train is never more than 3 minutes, it's very clean and very safe. There is not a single place in Hong Kong that you can't get to by MTR, Hong Kong is small enough to go around just by the railway. It is also convienient by the way it connects with shopping malls and other transportations and even apartment buildings. Some apartment buildings were built above the station, so people can just get in the lift from the station and will be right at home next time the door opens.




THis is the MTR system map. It's like any other cities' underground, what only special about it, is that we have underwater tunnels. There are four underwater tunnels for cars in Hong Kong, so obviously it isn't hard for us to have undersea tunnels for railways. Hong Kong is seriously not that big, and the transportation are just so convienient; there's no way you can't get from one point to the other within an hour. Unless you are dumb like your girlfriend who got lost all the time.



This is part of the MTR map showing the area thatI live. You hear a lot of planes because I live pretty close to the airport :) The closest station from home is the last station of the red line, called Tsuen Wan.






The red point is about the place I live. You see I don't live right by the station, but it's just ten minutes away by bus to get to Tsuen Wan. The place where I was going today. where the cinema was, was in a shopping mall called 'Elemants' which was above the Kowloon station. So all I needed to do was take a bus to Tsuen Wan station, take the red line, change to the yellow line at Lai King station, then reach Kowloon station after three more stations. Easy.


Since it was sooo easy, your girlfriend wanted to go for some more complicated ways and tried to be smart. She wanted some quicker ways to reach Kowloon station, and she didn't want to take her normal routine, meaning taking a bus to Tsuen Wan, take the red line then change to the yellow line at Lai King and take the train to Kowloon. There was actually a bus directly from home to Lai King, and all she would need to do is get off at that station and take the yellow line to Kowloon.

However, I wasn't familiar with that bus (I've only got on twice) so I missed the stop in Lai King, where I was supposed to get off. I thought it was alright because the next bus stop was right by the MTR station, too, and was just two stations away from Lai King.



SO I got off at Lai Chi Kwok station, and took the MTR back to Lai King. I arrived at Lai King, everything was all good and well. I walked across the hall to change to the yellow line which I was supposed to, but after a couple minutes when the train came, I realized I was waiting for the wrong train because this train was heading to the opposite direction. I was glad that I found it out before getting on, so I left and searched for the right train. I walked to the upper level where the sign says that's where I would find my right train, by the time I was doing that, I realized I was close to the meeting time so I was kinda in a hurry. Then I heard door closing sound so I ran in the train without looking at which train it was (I was assuming that was the only train left that I could take). I got on, I sent Minna a text joking how silly it was to run in the train like some middle aged women who do that all the time, then I realized I got on the wrong train.

I got on the train which was heading to the bus stop direction. I thought it was really dumb of me and that was pretty funny, I couldn't stop laughing when I looked at the display screen above me saying where the train was heading to. I wished you could have been there because it would have been pretty entertaining for you also.




So I had to get off before I really head back to the bus stop, and I needed to take another train back to Lai King again.



By the time I finally got on the yellow line, it was already pass the movie show time. Minna arrived early (altho she was still a bit later than our meeting time), and decided to watch the next show which was at 1950. She has already bought the tickets while I was still trying to figure out which train to take. Minna was not happy for sure, but I got to make her happy again so it was fine haha. We decided to eat first, but we forgot to look online to see which restaurant to go so we just randomly picked a restaurant and hoped it was good. We had a great time talking and eating at a Thai restaurant. It was great food and great environment, but also pretty expensive. We realized how we never cared about how much we spend, and the both of us really have to start saving money from now on. It's true tho, your girlfriend isn't a very good money saver. I got spoiled from not having to work for spending money, whenever I want money all I need to do is take it out from the money drawer that my parents provided. Oh boyfriend, I want to be great like you, you work hard saving money and you spend your own money and pay for your own stuff. Your girlfriend doesn't even have a job but spend like a horse :/ Boyfriend you are great, you make me feel like a baby.

By the time we got done eating, it was already about time to head to the cinema. Minna tried her best to get two seats together, but it was a full house tonight, there were only two single seats left in the whole house, so we couldn't sit right next to each other. It sucked, and what even sucked was that, no one ever came and sat on the seat right next to me the whole time. Minna could just have moved here and we could have sat together... oh well.



(Not sure what's going on with my bro, he puts up different horror movies every night and I am now being distracted by it.)




IT WAS SUCH A GREAT MOVIE! Umm.. I mean Toy Story 3. We watched it in 3D (but it was more like a 4D movie.. there were special effects through the seats). IT WAS SOOOOOOOOOO GOOD. Good job Pixar! It was sooo well done and SO FUNNY. Very touching also, Minna said she cried the whole time during the movie. I LOVED the movie and oh it was just AWESOME. It was simply entertaining! There was a scene which was supposed to be touching, almost everyone was crying in the house and it was dead silence with some sniffing sound.. but I thought that scene was SO FUNNY and I was laughing out by myself SO LOUD. :P



We walked around and went home soon after the movie. I didn't get on the wrong train this time but I accidently grabbed some random person when I was trying to keep my balance while the train was moving. Minna laughed at me and I kept appologizing to the lady. The lady thought it was funny too, but I just felt stupid.


This is all I got from my aunt, the one who called and said she has bought me stuffs. She got all kinds of stuff from all over the world, England, Japan... and some of them were from famous brands which would have costed her a lot. It was very nice of her, however, most of the things she bought (or has been buying) for me aren't what I would normally use. We have totally different tastes for sure; but I still appreciate how nice and generous she is to me.




For example this is one of the bags she bought for me. It is from a famous brand and would cost her a couple hundred USD in order to get this bag, but it's not something I would normally use because a) I don't like the colour pink, b) it's made of plastic and I don't normally appreciate things that are made of plastic.. But it was nice of her to spend money on me, and she said she bought it just for me so I am happy to have a new bag :)







Minna and I were talking about a new Hong Kong movie during our way home, and she mentioned the name of these two guys since they were in it. She said she found them very very hot and cute and very attractive; both her mum and her were soooo excited when they were watching the movie. I said, "Aren't they and my father are the same style?" because my father's that type of men also. And immediately, without thinking, Minna went "Yea that's why I've always admire your dad."


It was SOOOO FUNNY. I laughed SO HARD and I told her she is more than welcome to come hang out with my dad, even when I'm not in Hong Kong. And best yet, he's no longer married! It was sooo funny. She said she would pass the chance to her mum (who's also single) hahahaa.


Oh boyfriend I MISS YOU. You have no idea how much I am missing you silly boy. Ahhhhh guess what, boyfriend, this blog post took me over 3 hours to finish. I messed up with the pictures, I didn't upload some of them which I have already deleted them from the computer, and uploaded the same pictures twice. I messed up with the order and it took me so long to fix it... and I tried to upload more pictues and now the internet isn't behaving. Ahhhhhhh what's going on with girlfriend? It's now 3.36 in the morning and I am not even sleepy yet. BOyfriend I miss you. Guess I need you to be here. Boyfriend...... I NEEEEEEEEEEEED YOU!


Muah! Can't wait to talk to you in the morning. Okay I should go to sleep now because once I fall asleep, time goes by faster so that I can see you sooner! Ha!




Sunday, July 25, 2010

Bye bye is american pie


Can you see the cruise ship?

Our table was right next to the window and when I saw it, I thought of you. I want to get on with you SO BAD. I miss you boyfriend, I miss you SO MUCH. Everything reminds me of you, and I want you to be here with me soooooooooo bad. BOyfriend... I can't wait to see you.. I totally can't wait to actually spend time with you and be held by you, my silly big tongue boyfriend. I LOVE YOU.


I had a weird dream last night. I don't remember what was that about but I still had that weird feeling when I try to think about the dream. Anyway, today was a good Sunday. I got to talk to a lot of people in church like usual, and the best thing was Ben's parents (whom I call them dad and mum also) came for a visit. Normally they attend the other church but they do visit once in a while... I didn't get to see them altho I have been here for a couple months. We made phone calls and stuff but we never get to have a meal date out and talk. It's alright tho... next year. Hopefully we'll get to see each other and really catch up next year when I'm back. :)


I got June's text saying she wanted to see me for the last time, so we decided to meet later in the afternoon. As we just finished lunch with some church people in a restaurant, my mum and I didn't want to go home right away so we went to shop for a while. :P She bought a new suitcase for Marco since he broke his (like always) and she bought me a new purse. She really liked that brand and she bought herself a handbag from that brand last month. She advertised it to the other customers who were also in the shop, she even demonstrated different ways to hold that bag in front of everybody and kept telling them to buy. The sales of that shop and I were just standing there looking at each other and trying not to laugh out loud. My mum was ridiculous.


I had to leave to see June but I was shopping with my mum at that time, so I invited my mum to come along and to meet June, one of my closest friend in the world, for the first time. June and her sisters were with another Korean friend of theirs, and from what I heard from June, she was the smartest person they've ever met. She is just newly graduated from Oxford University in ENgland with a law degree, and she's now in Hong Kong because they needed her help with some business stuff. She and I got to talk for a while, and oh gosh she has such strong English accent. It was kinda fun :)


It was time to say goodbye. I definately love them dearly, and I promised to go to the elderest sister's wedding (altho she doesn't have a boyfriend yet and is looking for one). It was funny because she talked about getting married all the time, and she even got some wedding dresses catalogs and she was soooo excited when she showed me. Hahaha cute onni (older sister in Korean).

We then went to my grandma's house. My uncle told me that, the family whom live in Toronto, Canada (the family I stayed with for x'mas last year) are coming back on August 1st. And they are going to have a farewell party for me hahahha. My uncle also told me that we should plan for next summer, that everyone should meet in North America area because my little cousin is graduating in Canada, and most of our family lives there anyways. I am not sure I like that plan because my friends will all be here (or at least coming back from UK), but guess what.

North America has you. And I want to be wherever you are.



Hong Kong Hong Kong.


Gonna miss this place sooon.



The moon. It was a full moon tonight. Hey.. tonight (your night), will you get to see the same moon as I did today? If you do, check it out carefully. I wrote you something on it ;)





Bus stop where we wait for our bus to home.



Do you recognize the poster on the left?





That's Inception. :)


With the stupid Chinese title. I can't wait to see it.... CAN'T WAIT CAN'T WAIT! But it's not on yet... not till Thursday. A good friend of mine asked if I would like to watch it with him. Would you be okay if I see it with him?


I want to watch it with you :(
Can we do that?