SORRY!
Boyfriend... :) I miss you I want you to be here with me. Especially when we were at the movie... :( Predators was scary.. there was one specific scene that I still hate sooo much whenever I think about it. Ahhhhhhhhhhh. Scared baby girlfriend need my strong boyfriend to hold her all the time!! Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa where's my boyfriend?
I love hanging out with my bros. It had been wayyyyyyyyyyy too long since the last time the three of us were all in Hong Kong at the same time. Altho they LOVE making fun of me and tease me.. I still love them SO MUCH and enjoy going everywhere with them. I was hiding in Benjamin when we were watching Predators and we whispered all kinds of funny things to each other.. all those stupid jokes about race and funny little things that we noticed. We played Mario kart race and we threw different kinds of things to each other in that game. It was pretty funny.. wished you could have be there with us!
Unfortunately Ben is leaving on the 16th to go back to Sydney for school :(( I don't like to think about it but it's coming up soooooooo soon. :( Oh.. why... why do people ALWAYS have to leave? Why can't good time last FOREVER? Why isn't this world small enough too see people you want to see?
I had a terrible feeling when my mum went to work and woke me up this morning. For the whole time I had that strong feeling of she's never coming back.. and I was sooo convinced that she was going to die yesterday... AWFUL I know. I must had an awful dream the night before that I don't remember.. But I worried the whole day and oh how scary that thought is. I kept checking my phone during the movie in case the police calls or the hospital calls or whatever.. I got sooo scared but I don't know why I had that weird feeling. That's crazy, I know. Not sure why I worry SO MUCH about EVERYTHING and sometimes those scary thoughts really do drive me mad. Am I getting a mental problem? I hope not. But psychologist said no one is ever normal. Which is pretty true and I know my problem is that I worry tooooooooo much.
Since I was sooo worry about mum so I called her to check her up (I guess that's why parents call their children all the time to check them up. I didn't understand before but now I do. Totally.) She asked if I would like to go to a formal dinner at an Italian restaurant later tonight. I couldn't wait to see her again and be with her so I said yes and left Ben and Marco behind.
This is the restaurant we went. The table where we sat could see the habour view and it was pretty cool. Every night at 1930 they have lazer lights shooting at the sky doing all kinds of shapes from the International Finance centre, and we got to see that. I got to talk to my mum a lot and heard stories about her childhood. I also shared stories of my europe trip which she never heard me telling.
It was a pretty good restaurant (and pretty expensive too). The food was great, the service was great. There was a bar at the right where we sat and there were many tourists everywhere. All the waiters were told to speak English to all their customers so my mum spoke English when she ordered our food. But I thought it was ridiculous the waiter was obviously a HK born Chinese he had his accent I was sure he would understand anything from our mouths. I wouldn't speak English I just thought there was no point doing so. Many people in HK think that English speakers are cool, therefore an English speaking restaurant is really cool and high class. But I don't agree so, because this is Hong Kong afterall. This is a special place and we have a special language. We should be proud of ourselves.
Boyfriend I love you. Talking about HK and how weird and interesting this place can be, I wanted to tell you something.. hmm I'll tell you tonight on skype. Remind me!
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