Forgetful girlfriend

So I thought I have a lot to say. Whenever things happened during the day I thought "hmm I should write that down on the blog, or would try to remember to tell boyfriend on skype...." But appearantly your girlfriend is getting old and can't remember things anymore... :( I have forgotten everything i wanted to tell you. Guess I should carry a note pad everywhere starting from today.



I am still frustrated with my internet. It's still not behaving and it made things harder when I really need it to work. :( I didn't do much today, I thought I was going to hang out with June and Yui but I didn't get their call or text messages... TILL JUST NOW.



I am SO MAD. I would have gone out and we would have had a great time together! :'( Sad girlfriend. But I am glad that I stayed at home also, because it means a priceless family day with my mum and bro. It's hard to think about a week later, this won't happen anytime soon (at least not in a year) since I will be back in Iowa and I won't get to see my mum till next year. It never worried me before, but now knowing my parents aren't together anymore and won't be living together makes me worry a bit... what if one of them had an accident but no one knew about it? THey now don't have each other to take care of, and it makes me worry because who knows what's gonna happen and........... oh I am soooo worry boyfriend. My mum is SUPER skinny and often get sick. I just wonder who's going to take care of her, and I can't imagine her being at home by herself.. I don't want her to miss Marco and I and feel lonely.. But I know she would and I just hate to think about things like this.

:(

Boyfriend... can you feel me?


I need you.