You never know

Hello my boyfriend :) I love you. I want to be with you so bad.. I miss you I miss you I miss you boyfriend. I miss you and I want to see you and I want hide in you so that I don't have to think about anything... I miss the time being in Northwestern, climbing around in the cat walks and texting you.. going to meetings but thinking about you.. and finally hugging you and kissing you... I still hate thinking there are still a couple months till I next see you, and I hate how I really really really wish that you were here, but there's no way you can be here and hold me.

Boyfriend... I miss you. I want to see you.. I want to be held by you and kiss by you and hear you say you love me, and I know I'd argue back, that I surely love you more. I want you to be here so bad.... I feel like I'm an infant who have made up my mind that only a hug from boyfriend can keep me move on, so I lay on the floor banging it in the middle of the street and won't get up until you come, screaming "Boyfriendddd boyfriendd...Rahhhh!!!"

I miss you my boyfriend.

Here are some pictures of some flowers from Grace (our "mum" in US, who work in the International Office as a counselor)'s back yard. I went to visit her with Anila when I was still in Iowa before summer began.

I thought they were very pretty. That's sure something I miss about Iowa. Greeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen. :/

I miss you my boyfriend. I love you.. You have absolutely no idea how much I love you my boyfriend. You will never understand... Boyfriend I love you. I love you I love you I love you (Boyfriend -"I'm glad I'm glad I'm glad I'm glad") I really do love you so much my potato headed boyfriend... I love you MORE. You mean soooo much to me, and I know I will never give up on you and there's no way I will stop loving you. Boyfriend... trust me on this one please... I do love you more. I love you more I love you more I love you more, Okay?

Believe me! Don't you dare to say no!

That should be us.